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| Many of you have been asking why I said that I was so angry, so thats
what the purpose of this note is. Those of you who know me, know that I
am not easily angered, in fact I am pretty laid back. Thats why I
imagine that some of you have been wondering. Its pretty ugly, but I
think getting it out there will just help me to feel better. It would
also help to hear some feedback.
Here is what went down. It was
last week that I got a MySpace message from this girl. I didnt think
much of it at first until I started talking to the girl. She was really
interesting, and it seemed like we had a lot in common, not to mention
she looked pretty cute. So, we started talking A LOT. I would say we
were averaging about 5-6 hours a day just talking online and eventually
on the phone. This was pretty cool, I met a girl that was really cool
and had a lot in common with myself.
All was well till Sunday.
We started talking that night and she told me that she needed to be
honest with me, that pissed me off a bit, but I figured that things
could recover. Apparently, that was not the case. It turned out that
this person I thought I was talking to was not real. It was my friend's
GF that I chose not to associate with because of some of the things she
did to me in the past. Well now, I just found out that she created a
fake person just so she could talk to me. The scheme was so elaborate
that I had trouble believing it. She created a fake full name, a fake
residence, a fake car, a fake job, a fake family, fake pictures, a fake
myspace, and a fake life story. Words cannot describe how pissed off
this all makes me.
However, I still had the common sense to talk
this psychopath and figure out why she would do this. Apparently, she
missed talking to me and she really did like me. This reasoning was not
good enough in my mind to justify what she just did. I told her that I
would tell her BF what she did because he was an old friend of mine.
She almost immediately began the begging and when that didn't work she
talked about killing herself. I tried to reason with her, but hell,
that never works. I just gave up after an hour. The next day I found
out that she actually DID attempt suicide. She was at St. James and in
serious but stable condition. My old friend is devastated about the
whole thing. Her friends are confused and I am just angry.
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| Hello to all you people who actually still use Xanga. You are much more loyal than I am. I figure that I should update this thing. For those of you who dont know, I do have a job! I am no longer a bum.However, it is delivering pizzas, so not the dream job that I have envisioned. Anyway, I had my best night tonight. I walked away with 99 dollars by the end of the night. However, I was really stressed by the end of the night. Just to let you all know, maps are inaccurate, trains are the devil, and people hate it if you even take 1 more minute than an hour to get them their pizza. Thats what I have learned from this job so far.
Additionally, I haven't been sleeping that well lately. Something has been on my mind, I guess I will explain what thats all about when its appropriate.
Other than that, most is normal. Dale Jr didnt make the Chase. DA BEARS are back as of tomorrow!! Bioshock for 360 kicks ass, go buy it!! I hope you all enjoyed this update!
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| AND I GIVE YOU LYRICS!! YAY XANGA!!!
Default-"Deny"
Today I woke up and you were gone
The whole day wondering what I did wrong
It's like I'm falling from a mountaintop
My heart keeps pounding and it won't stop
Can you see this hell I'm living
I'm not giving up
Will you crawl to me
Will you fall with me
I'll never crawl to you
I've done it all for you
Well don't deny
The hand that feeds you needs you
Oh god I'd die to try to
Finally please you
There goes a piece of me
Will I cease to be
I've never lied to you
Fought bled and died for you
Well don't deny
The hand that takes you breaks you
Oh god I'd die to try to
Finally please you
There she goes and I'm on the ground, I'm on the ground, I'm on the
Well don't deny
The hand that feeds you needs you
Oh god I'd die to try to
Finally please you
Will you crawl to me
Will you fall with me
I've never crawled to you
I've done it all for you
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| There has been a REAL tragedy in the wrestling world this weekend. Chris Benoit and his family were killed in a double murder/suicide. Benoit could have been the one who committed the murder and then may have killed himself. The incident occured on Sunday night, Benoit called in sick for a pay per view event, that evidence in itself is a little disturbing. The bodies of Benoit and his family were discovered the next day. Other wrestlers described him as a private person, who had a rough attitude. However, he did have a few close friends in the wrestling field who spoke very highly of him. I catch wrestling occasionally on Fridays and watching Benoit was truly a treat. He was a great entertainer.
You have to wonder what is up with wrestling these days with the personalities of the staff and the recent history of death that has nothing to do with incidents in the ring. Now, we all know that Vince McMahon's "death" is part of the story, if you didnt know that, sorry to burst your bubble. But what about people who died like Eddy Gurerro, Ken Shamrock, just to name a couple. What causes healthy wrestlers to die? Is it the stress of the job? Does it have to do with the lifestyles that companies like the WWE promote? It really bafffles me how people die in this industry.
And then there is the whole Vince thing! The WWE tries to make an interesting story and then they try to make the death of Vince seem almost real! They have a tribute to him, very similar to the one they gave Benoit WHO ACTUALLY DIED and then they hold a mock ivestgation. It would be more appropriate to have the character who committed the "murder" to come forward right away and have him/her cynically laughing. That would be more like entertainment! This whole investigaion thing seems a little over the top.
Alright, back to the Benoit situation. It seems like the demands of professional wrestlers may be too much for someone to handle. They are on the job all year and they are constantly on the move. They never seem to have a chance to go home and believe it or not, there are physical demands to wrestling. I wonder if all of these things could have been enough to make Benoit go crazy from the daily grind and some kind of home argument escalated into this. Its no secret that wrestlers have rough private lives and things happen. You start to question how things in the company work when bizarre things in life happen, like death. This isnt the first incident of a bizarre death to happen in wrestling and I do not think this will be the last unless some changes are made with the sport.
Edit: Ken Shamrock is alive, I was thinking of the British Bulldog who is dead....my mistake.
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| My graduation party is in a week! I have done almost no preparation......I suck!
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